I see the light.
I look to the horizon and I see these pathways of light, sky to the ocean trough the clouds. Simple things but it does look like magic.
There are 3 men close to me, they arent talking. I am so happy they are in silence, at the same time I am thinking that if I was in a group of 3 would be so weird to be in silence.
I am trying to ask the ocean in front of me wise questions. But I am having some problems elaborating those questions.
Then I look at the coffee that I am drinking and I imagine all the wonders, all the question marks that are now in the air screaming and jumping.
The men started talking, its a language I dont understand. Where is home for them? Its 1000 kms away? 5000 kms away? 10000 kms away? Or maybe they dont really know where home is, just like me.
The waves do sounds that I can hear from far away, it can be smoothing or it can be stressful. It doesnt depend on the sound, it depends on our mood.
I have been talking nonsense for awhile now. And I know why. Having to express directly what I feel is overwhelming.
I dont want to make logic of all of this. I dont want to question the future, I dont want to feel insecure, anxious either lost.
Many times I just want to be.
I just want to forget I have a mind. I want to stop planning and wondering. I want to pick something and go. I want to believe that it doesnt really matter where we go or what we do. In the end we have in our hands the power to change stuff along the way into whatever we want.
Humanity is complex. I wish I was the wind.
AR
